To : Mr. C

Dear Mr. C,
I'm going crazy.. I dunno how long can I handle this anymore.. This whole experience is driving me nuts.. All I feel like doing is curl up in my bed and sleep throughout the days.. I know it's bad.. I shouldn't be thinking too much.. but I just feel so lost, empty and vulnerable.. I feel that all the strong will inside of me is gone.. I dont have the will to do anything anymore.. That is how bad things are.. I know I should just concentrate on the last few weeks of my degree.. I know, I know.. but I just can't.. the harder I try to push myself on school works, the more I realize I need you.. What's taking you so long? I dah penat.. penat sgt2.. Just find your way here please.. and hurry...