the final closure

this time it's for real.. it's terribly painful alright, but i believe this is the final closure.. you're now gone for good. i pray the best for u.. sorry i dont have the guts to see you, not even for the last time.. i hope you have thought all these through.. somehow, i feel that your decision is too hasty.. which is so not like you. whatever you do, just please dont put your parents aside..oh well, you know best.. if there's one thing that im really hoping for right now, it's the strength for me to overcome this.. i keep telling myself there's a hikmah behind this great challenge.. Allah is Fair.. HE has a better plan for me.. i just have to keep praying, hoping and being sabar..