much awaited break

i've been home for almost two weeks now.. and its been FABULOUS!:) after da loooong 4months of non-stop school works and studying, this break means a lot of me.. i can now breathe properly..yup, no more long list of things-to-do.. no more setting my alarm clock everytime i wanna close these eyes and try to get some rest..huhu i jez lurve da fact that i can wake up late, watch t.v. and do absolutely nothing.lol i feel so relaxed, at peace:) punye la tak nak buat ape-ape sekarang, nak log on da net pun malas.haha if before this, i've been very much addicted to facebook and must log on it for 5-10 times daily, now nak log on once a day pun susah.huhu i think da only beneficial thing that i do these days is drive around my mom and lil sis, run errands and get groceries.. bertuah punyer anak kan?lol well,i dont care..i believe i deserve this break after all that i went through last semester... and i know for sure that i need this break before my last semester of law school begins in mid december.. yes, 1 more semester to go!!:)

another trial..

this is a real challenge.. i've never been this worried about exams throughout my law school.. cant afford to let my grades drop, not in my final year.. am not sure if i can maintain it even.. *sigh* no, im not giving up.. i cant succumb to this either.. i still have time, insyaAllah.. i've gone through soo much just to get into law school, cant quit now.. just gotta suck it all in and S.T.U.D.Y..... pray for me people

thank u..

its amazing how life works.. everytime i'm down, or feeling hopeless, you would suddenly appear to lift me up..just by a casual act, a few words of encouragement or a simple joke.. you make me smile and that means a lot:) you might not even know you have this effect on me and i rather keep things this way.. i dont want to complicate things or make things awkward.. but trust me, i wish you know.. coz u've helped a lot in the past couple of months, just by putting a smile back on this face.. im blessed to have met you and to have you around though not everyday.. but you just know how and when to make your entrance huh?appearing at the right time, always.. :) as much i would want you to be around all the time, i've got to be realistic, worried that one day you might just be gone.. so for the time being, i'd like to think that you're here for a reason - to make me smile :) and for that mista,thank you :)

behind this smile..

behind this smile..

there's a shattered heart..

there's an inexplicable pain..

there's an empty soul..

there's a forlorn spirit..

there's a bleak future..

but at the same time,

there's longing for happiness..

there's a desire not to look back...

there's faith that it'll all be healed..

and there's a lil glimpse of hope..:)