emptiness

festive season can be so difficult..sure there are families around... but it's not the same when you get older..you start longing for your very own family.. all around, you see husband and wife choosing the Raya outfit.. parents trying out new clothes on their lil ones.. *sigh* and here i am doing my Raya shopping alone.. im not trying to do the self-pity thingy or anything.. i cant help but feel the huge hole inside this scarred, broken lil piece of heart i have left.. *sigh* good things dont come easily Diyana..chill.. just take a deep breath.. your turn will come soon enough.. insyaAllah.. :S