Sayonara 2008

2008...
a year which i was anxiously waiting for since my diploma years.. why? hm.. no special reason really, just lurve the number 2-0-0-8 :) and if u put together with my birth date, it becomes --> 08-02-08 --> cantik kan?hehe

i've always wished something good would happen to me in 2008.. but my, was i wrong :S
it started out awful.. on the first day itself, i was already crying my eyes out.. someone i cared about..overeacted over some stuff and ended up saying the most despicable things to me.. labelling me with words you dont ever want to hear.. mcm tak percaya but yup, it came from the person i cared most about.. all thanks to Kak Emy, i survived the day..

then it got better, some things were fixed.. and things seemed to fall in the right place.. had the best birthday in years.. but that happiness didnt last long.. :,(

i lost someone dear, a bestfriend, a confidant.. I dunno how i made it throught the following months.. i was broken, angry, numb, bitter,torn apart - all at the same time.. tears were like my best friend.. it sounds cheesy i know.. but only those who have lost their first love would understand what i went through.. no kidding.. i never thought i could smiled again.. but Allah is indeed Maha Penyayang.. with supports from friends, i was able to pick myself up, and stand up again alhamdulillah..:)

all in all, 2008 was not what i expected at all.. ye la kan, a year which i've spent feeling depressed and hopeless most of the time.. not to say nothing good ever happened.. ader la a few things which made me smiled, namely getting in touch with long lost friends, that "conditional" offer from SC (note the word conditional yea ppl.hehe), became closer with my coursemates:) thats good enough i guess..kene bersyukur after all.hehe

so time to bid goodbye 2008 and all the painful memories that came with it..huhu
WELCOME 2009 :)

p/s: Mr. Cupid dear, stop neglecting me and start doing ur job pleeeasse.. thats a pretty please with the cherry on top *winks*