numb

life has been very stagnant these past couple of days.. mundane in fact.. there's nothing new nor exciting to look up for.. sure i'm enjoying my holidays.. i still cant get enuff of doing absolutely nothing.. but to a certain extent, im beginning to question myself, is this all there is to my life? the only thing that i look forward to is to finish up my degree, and embark on a career by the end of April next year.. other than that, n-o-t-h-i-n-g.. sad isnt it? this state of "nothingness" is driving me nuts.. i dont even know what im feeling! thats how bad it is.. i wish im at least aware of my emotions..i guess the only word that could describe what i feel rite now is numb.. yup, numb.. *sigh*