i dunno wat has gotten into me.. i became weak again last nite.. urghh i hate myself for being this stupid and this weak.. why cant i just simply get up n walk tall.. stop feeling the pain.. i know the pain wont go away just like that (unlike how some people can easily forget and find a replacement!).. i know the pain will remains in my heart for a long time.. i understand, thats just a normal course of life..but I.JUST.WANT.TO.STOP.FEELING.IT..
oh PAIN, please go away.. i've had had enough of u.. why cant u just leave me alone so that i can find the opposite of u, HAPPINESS.. how i long to have HAPPINESS back in my life..how i long to have HAPPINESS wrapping its arms around me and make me feel good again.. urgh, im so sick and tired of having u around PAIN.. go away and dont ever come back.. my heart is not a place for u.. in fact, u dont belong in anyone's heart.. just go away.. may Allah take u away from me once and for all..
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I know words are meaningless rite now...Plz forgive me
Hang in there babe. Someday, this too shall pass
to so-called anonymous: JUST.STAY.AWAY.
monday173: thanks.. erm may i know who this is?
wooops terlupa nak intro myself. it's me, ely
thanks a lot dear:)
hang in there dee!
thanks naj.. am getting better now:)
Allah loves you more than others. That's why He is testing you...
Be strong. I am sure you would get it over soon.
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