when i was growing up, all i wanted was having a good career that will take me places.. see the world.. having a family of my own, wasn't a priority.. bkn tak nak, but i just assumed that i will automatically meet someone, settle down and have my own kids..
i guess thats where i went wrong.i focus too much on getting good grades..all in the name of getting a good job.i thought if i do that, then i'll make my parents proud.. the least i could do to make them happy after besarkan i..
but now looking back, and when i meet friends who have already settled down.. im beginning to question myself.. is having a good career such a good thing? balik2 sorg jugak kat umah.maybe being a mediocre but a family of your own would be much better kan?at least its a balanced life..not like mine.. bkn tak nak bersyukur.. :( tapi lately asyik question my direction in life je... :((
another reason why going to work is such a dread these days..keje mmg byk and will never end.. maybe this is not what i want after all..i always imagine myself "making it big" one day.. but maybe i'm wrong..maybe happiness doesn't lie in all the "big" thing.. :( i feel so lost..
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