terrified..

things have been great.. never thought that things would work out great between us.. u seem to understand me.. it's weird how u can "read" me within this short period of time..maybe i'm not as complicated as i thought. hm.. i think i may have fallen.. how can i not? u make me smile.. u pampered me like a lil princess..tell me, how could i not fall for u..:)

but then, i'm scared and terrified.. my past experiences have taught me well..tak boleh happy sgt.. tak boleh berharap sangat...coz there's nothing certain in this world.. mungkin perasaan happy ni dipinjamkanNya buat sementara je.. so i always have to beringat.. saya takut :S i pray that if this is the best for me..permudahkan.. if it's not the best for me, cepat2 la jauhkan from me.. my fragile heart can't handle anymore pain, thats for sure..

i wish somebody could coax or reassure me that things are going to be great..tapi sape lah buat macam tu when we are not in control of what's going to happen the next second.. give me a sign Ya Allah..

to "you", thanks for making me smile..:)