again and again

i fell flat on my face again.. every time i think i've found the strength to get up, push myself to "open up" to someone new, i seem to fall flat the next minute.. causing me to be all crushed up inside, leaving another scar, making me losing hope, once again.. i know its just another test from Him.. but every time i have to face this type of test, i think my heart begins to shrink smaller and smaller.. Ya Allah, please...let me continue to have this hope..jangan la Kau tarik perasaan ni altogether.. i still believe in You..and i know You're Fair.. i still believe that there is someone out there for me.. please lemme continue to have this faith until i find that someone..